I can’t actually believe that I didn’t blog about this when it happened back in 2017. Getting a poem accepted by Magma has been No. 1 on my list of ‘I will be a proper poet when…’ ever since I started writing. And I have submitted and got rejections a few times.
But this time, success! I jumped up and down when I got the acceptance notification. I may have squealed, there was possibly a fist pump and a yell of YES!
The launch of Magma 68 Margins, took place at London Review of Books bookshop and I was asked to read. Reading at the London Review of Books bookshop is probably No 2. on my list of ‘I will be a proper poet when…’ So it’s ridiculous that I’ve waited until now to post about it. Maybe it’s because even when it was happening, none of it felt real? Oh the nerves were real alright. I was terrified. Here I was reading alongside Fleur Adcock and Katy Evans-Bush on hallowed ground. My knees were buckling and although I got positive feedback, I can see the tension in my body in the photos taken of me reading.
I think there are things in life that you build up and build up in your mind, and if/when they ever happen it’s too much to process at the time. It’s not until now, a year and a half later, that when I glance at my bookshelf and see my contributor’s copy of Magma, that it all feels real. Thank you to editors David Floyd and Lucy Howard-Taylor, and to the Magma Board members, particularly Lisa Kelly, for making a dream come true.
I’m just about to have another dream come true – my first joint poetry collection London Undercurrents, with poet Hilaire, is being published by Holland Park Press on Thursday 28th March, detail here.
A book.
That’s, like, No 1. on my list of ‘I will be a proper writer when…’
This time I vow to stay in the moment and to channel nervous energy into excitement instead. I very well may fist pump and yell YES too.
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